Imagine if one day you woke up and couldn't remember anything? Not just
the past week or the past year but you had lost memory of everything that
had ever happened to you. That's the frightening new conceit of Unknown
White Male, an incredible documentary where this very problem struck a
Londoner living in New York.
Doug Bruce woke up on a subway car in Coney Island, not knowing where he
was, what he was on or who he was. He had no choice but to turn himself into
the police who were confounded by his lack of knowledge. They tried to piece
together the clues he was carrying with him in his rucksack but none of them
gave a clear idea as to who he was. When taken to the hospital, attempts
were made to contact the one number he had on him and eventually he was
picked up, still unsure of who he was and where he had come from.
So follows a harrowing journey as Doug tries to piece together his life
again. His amnesia so extreme that he didn't even know what snow felt like
or what the ocean resembled. We are initially skeptical of Doug's condition
as he seems to be acting in an overly calm and distant manner. But some
early footage of Doug shows him struggling to hold back tears as he recounts
the problems he has in remembering who he is and how any form of familiarity
in his life was missing.
An old friend of Doug's from Britain is the maker of this fascinating
film and so provides an added level of authenticity to the affair. Doug also
took the strange option of filming some of the events as they happened on
his video camera. The first time he meets his father and younger sister for
example. It just seemed hugely convenient to me that he would be filming it
but maybe that's just my overly cynical side coming out.
The film is full of powerful moments - David's relationships with his
friends in particular. When he goes back to visit his friends in England,
there is an uncomfortable reunion. Even though these people have shared a
20-year friendship with Doug, he treats them as if they are strangers. They
know that there will be no way of ever re-capturing the friendship they
shared with Doug and the Doug they used to know now only exists in their
memories.
Doug is also faced with a dilemma. Does he really want to remember his
past? He soon decides, rather shockingly, that he is not actually interested
in remembering. He has had tough experiences in his past, the death of his
mother (whom he cannot remember), being one of them. The people around him
state rather sadly that they miss the old Doug, a figure who now only exists
in the ether. Doug has changed. He has become more introspective and less
cynical.
He rediscovers the world and doesn't take anything for granted. His
sometimes muted attitude is often disconcerting but it's just his way of
sorting out truth from fiction. When you're being told your entire history
by complete strangers, it's not always easy to believe everything you're
told. Unknown White Male is a compelling study of what a powerful part
memory plays in our lives.
It's often over-stylised and there are a few
overly dramatic music choices but overall it is a desperately sad look at
how an internal problem, which could happen to anyone, can affect so many
people in such a devastating way. One of the more significant documentaries
of the year.